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[Jun. 14th, 2008|04:35 am] |
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so on the way home from santa cruz my mom was first bragging about how she won some money at Chumash then bitching about how she had to spend it on me.... so we go there and I borrow 3 buy ins.. $180.... found a table with all these suckers there. I fell in love... I would have still been sitting at that same table at the same spot if i had some speed or someshit..but cashed out $1010. gave my mom $300 and told her to stop bitchin and tommorrow i shall go out to a nice ass dinner or something.. I really don't know what to do with money anymore now except save it now that im not smoking weed really.... damn well i guess ill just save it for the next poker sesh.. its weird how they only seem like chips when each red chip is worth 5 bucks....I had pocket aces against ace queen suited.........i limp in.,. theres a 30 dollar raise.....an 120 dollar reraise...then i go all in with 400 bucks...and the sucker calls me... I loved it... who calls an all in re raise aftter its been reraised twice.....hes an idiot for not knowing i had pocket aces...watever.. made me 500 bucks.. that was the biggest win of the night....before the river came though he had a queen out there... 4 hearts and a straight draw... if the last card was a jack, a heart, or another queen.... he would have been me... i would have been so pissed.. but it was another ACE!!!! wudduppp |
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[Aug. 18th, 2007|02:35 pm] |
Check out my chat with the EX president of Reprise records.... he IMed me...
hey!
hey how are you doing?
doing great. I've been hosting a wild political chat with a guy running for congress. It was fireworks city and it's just winding down.
And you? And how been?
good, just working... trying to make money somehow before i leave back for school in Santa Cruz
how? I hope not those squares you mentioned
nah
im over that
whew
i was just trying to help a buddy out that time
so how are you making money before Santa Cruz?
well im working as a photographer for different high schools around LA
but I want another part time job
oh, very cool
before i go to santa cruz
im about to call some radio station they are looking for people
doing what? As a photographer?
taking pictures for year books and making ID cards
If you can get me any pictures of any Republican elected officials have sex in pblic toilets or in barnyards with animals, I'll pay top dollar
haha
really. I especially need pictures of Mitch McConnell, a nororious closet queen
how would i find this chap
OR... nearer to where you live... David Dreier
http://downwithtyranny.blogspot.com/2007/08/if-homosexuality-is-so-hard-to-admit-in.html
if you can find me the picture I need I'll give you $1,000
whats the picture you need?
i have to track him down or what
Dreier having sex with a male
he's near you
nah man i wouldnt know where to start
oh well
2:30 PM
its a tough mission
you would have to pay more then a K for that probaly
$1,000 is a lot of loot
it would take more work then u think
why? He's a big boozer
probably would include invading privacy
just get some cute friend to seduce him and snap a picture
what's the big deal
i dont have any cute guy friends
what would you do with that picture?
put it on DWT
it can be a semi-cute guy friend. Drunk old closet cases aren't that picky
2:35 PM
well
would i find him at a bar or what?
he's in L.A. for the rest of the month and he has a campaign headquarters close to where you live
wheres that at?
Congress is off and he's looking for voters
i can maybe go to a campaign and snap a picture of my friend and him with their arms around eachother
pretend my friends a republican
and a big fan
and ask for a picture
yeah, but I need them in bed or something to that effect
yeah i dont think ill be able to help you out there
lol
i dont really know this ca
hell just go to bed with some kid or what?
oh, yes; he's an animal
as long as the kid is over 18
project sounds interesting
i might talk to someone
but 1000 isnt too much
don't you know the story of Mark Foley?
cause we will probably end up splitting it between my buddy and me
He was just like Dreier, a gay-hating Republican who likes dick. He tried busting into the dormitory of the male congressional pages when he was drunk. Eventually he had to resign from Congress because he came out he had fucked 30 congressional pages-- all the while voting against gay rights laws. It's probabl;y the reason why the Republicans lost so badly in 2006
damn
thats messed up
these Repubicans are monsters. There are at least a dozen of them in Congress like that
I'll pay you $1,000 each for pictures of them having sex with boys or barnyard animals
well i dont know about pornography pictures
i was thinking more along just in bed at a place
hmmm... yeah, that's tough
I guess soft core is OK
I mean, a closeted Republican congressman shouldn't be in bed with a boy
its quite a bit con
2:50 PM
bbig*
con?
sort of
what does that mean?
like a trickery
to pretend to do something
oh yes
for something else
but remember, you will be fighting for freedom and justice and the American way
this guy is total scum
as bad as they come
and a complete crook
i believe you.. but it doesnt sound like my type of thing
but ill get back to you on that
ok-- and it is also dangerous
see if my friend wants to make some money
he's powerful and has connections with organized Republican criminals
yeah thats why i hate politicians
majority of hem anyways
power hungry bastards
I agree-- all Republicans and a good % of Democrats
2:55 PM
hey i gotta run
hasta manana
if i figure something out ill get back to you |
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[Jul. 17th, 2007|11:45 pm] |
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today after my job interview i stopped by ally's house cause i was in the area.... i was chillin with her sister who is my age and her friends and playing mario cart.... later on my mom asked if i played video games with 3 girls and I asked why.. and she said I had a dream about it and I didn't belive her. Apparently she called me and i accidentlly picked up in my pocket and she was listening to the phone for 20 minutes to all my conversations with everyone.. so fuckeddd |
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[Jul. 17th, 2007|11:31 pm] |
texas hold'em is such a rush..,, its like a piece of cake for me i calcualte the statistics and varience and pot odds in my head but the gambling part of it just fucking rushes your nerves like crazy..
20 people call me in a minute while im at the poker table asking me if I died.
I got a job today.. im a photographer now haha get paid pretty well |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2007|02:35 am] |
I'm tired of backstabbing ass snakes with friendly grins
I'm tired of committing so many sins
Tired of always giving in when this bottle of Henny wins
Tired of never having any ends
Tired of having skinny friends hooked on crack and mini-thins
I'm tired of motherfuckers spraying shit and dartin off
I'm tired of jobs startin off at five fifty an hour
Then this boss wonders why I'm smartin off
I'm tired of being fired everytime I fart and cough
Tired of not being on tour
Tired of fucking the same blonde whore after work
in the back of a Contour
I'm tired of faking knots with a stack of ones
Having a lack of funds and resorting back to guns
hahhhaa no but serious |
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[Jun. 27th, 2007|06:10 pm] |
If you buy a car with 50K miles on it from a dealership and it breaks down within 24 hours and you take it back and it takes them a long time to fix it and they start saying bullshit about how it needs a new alternator and how that is $420 plus 2.5 hours of labor wich is $88 per hour, and they say that the warranty doesn't cover it.... all you have to do is:
"I just got off the phone with my lawyer and he says hes ready to take this shit to court"
I got hooked up with free alternater plus labor... plus a nice ass lincon to drive to work today (chumash) until they get it done... even hooked up a brand new hat.... I'm high rollin tonight...gonna vallet that shit... hopefully come up with 100 for a hotel (tonight is ladies night hold'em tourney and when some broad loses some cash shes down for a lobster dinner and a luxery hotel) and $100-1000 to take home tommorrow to my fixed car.
me and bobby are gonna rage the high stakes tables tonight. |
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[Jun. 27th, 2007|03:33 am] |
well here goes a freewrite probably wont make it private cause ill forget to plus i think only losers read this shit anyhways or something
I bought a car the other day with my mom and it took all day because i had to bargin it down a lot it took forever..i was real stoked on that the final price was 8950 with a coupon for a full tank of gas.... my dad left my mom so far because she helped me cosign the car purchase without his agreenment and my sister is failing high school and he works everyday really hard and i think hes tired of his life so im pretty sure he says he wants a divorce.. hopefully that wont happen.... I'm starting to get more religious..
I care a lot about my close friends at the moment cause it really fuckin shows who gives a damn and who only pretends to and some of them are going down hill...like my sister and cassandy and jordn and im trying to help them the best that i can... I can tell the people who respect me and the people who dont and the people that truely care for me even though I don't need any love from anyone and as im writing this its 4 in the morning and i hear my dads car so thats a good sign.... i really hope they dont get divorced... maybe it will be good though for my sister and my mom. I dont give too big of a damn to be honest...
within 24 hours of having my car it broke down... at first i thought it was the battery but i jump started it and it started but then was jerking and had electrical problems (windows wouldnt roll down and speedometer wasnt working) I stalled at the intersection between erbes and hillcrest on the way to chumash with diego and morgan.... morgan called AAA and we got it towed to the dealership and they will look at it in the morning.. the transmission seems fucked up as well... im pissed because I like the car a lot and I need it...
Ive been clean from everything and it feels great. I went to the beach today with frazier and swam in the ocean... and had a lot of fun and im happy for myself for that.....me and frazier were checking out this one hot broad in a yellow bikini and im all like "hey whats up babe" or watever and she straight up pointed to her boyfriend and said "sorry babe im taken" or something like that... it was classic.... NA meetings are amazing..
Ive been thinking about all the crazy true stories that have happen to my and i regret not writing them down because I feel like I can make a crazier book then A Million Little Pieces which was a best seller.....I can honesly say I am truely happy these days ... the best advice i can give anyone is to accept that your alone in this world and no matter how close you feel like you are to a person... it comes down to selfishness...family is the only exeption... this entry isnt me at all wheres the humour? fuck it im sleepyy...
Ive been going to chumash a lot not for fun but for money even though it has been fun.. but morgan and diego lost a bunch of money.... I just worked the low limit tables like usual and come up on around 60 to 200 dollars every time... this time was probably the craziest trip there i have had... I called an "all in" with a straight even though i knew the other dude had a flush because the pot was just too big (200 dollars maybe)... so i flip my cards over to show him my straight and say "i call nice flush nice win" the dealer didnt hear me say that but everyone else heard me say that i call... i would have left cashless but i started arguing that i folded my hand and the manager came to the table and it was a big deal.. but i cheated the casino pretty much...
karma is a bitch because I lost around the same amount of money (i was up around 200) to the guy that kept giving me shit for cheating... I knew he had a pair of kings while i was sitting with a pair of queens... i again folded the pair of queens showing him that I knew he had the kings and right after I said fold I notice I had a straight.. i had the winning hand and I folded it.. im still so pissed about that... i would have just took that 180 dollars or watever and left but i was such a fucking idiot not paying attention....
anyways i scraped together the last 20 bucks i had and built it up to 60 dollars at the 2-4 table.. then swiched to the 60 no limit table again only a different one... that one was easy to play and with a lot of ineresting plays I came up around 200.... diego and morgan lost all there money so they were sitting and waiting and it was around 2 in the morning so I just left with that... at least its my first payment for my car if its fucking okay tommorw... i pray to god it is... im so glad i finally have found the "higher power" hahahahaha its too funny
karma police will get you but you can always cheat the law |
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[Jun. 16th, 2007|02:31 pm] |
"cherished notions about romantic love notwithstanding, the chances are about 50-50 that the 'one and only lives within walking distance"
especially when ur plastered
my sister is having a party tonight... everyone rage it |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2007|12:23 am] |
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so I'm at this hotel in Salinas.... about an hour away from Santa Cruz... and I tell this taxi driver outside that i need to go to santa cruz or watever and he says yeah he can do it.... Theres some disabled dude in the back... the taxi driver says that he needs to drop him off somewhere first and so I don't mind and sit shotgun... the disabled dude talks about how he was born and raised in Salinas and how he did prostitution on this street and business on that street... he directs the taxi driver to this one sketched out street and tells him to pull over for a second... theres two black dudes... I hear "do you have 60..do you have a 60?" one of them is all "I got a 40 right here"... so the guy in the back is like "alright give it here"...... while im in the Taxi the guy in the back buys a sack of crack.... then the Taxi driver takes him back to the hotel.... It was soo weird.. I talk to the taxi driver and he seems like a good guy.. I ask him if he minds what the hell just happen and he just says that he didnt see anytyhing that hes just a driver.... but he tells me this whole thing about how drugs ruin your future... yeah i fucking know..... but we had a nice conversation and he takes me back home... weird experience... just thought id write it on here to read it later and laugh... |
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[Mar. 6th, 2007|12:09 am] |
The perfume burned my eyes, holding tightly to her thighs, and something flickered for a minute
and then it vanished and was gone? |
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[Feb. 13th, 2007|07:51 pm] |
Some people argue that LSD helped people to connect with each other and unite during all the 60's movements, but I think overall it led people to individualism..
Does freedom imply to mind your own business and isolate yourself from society or to act, speak, and run our country.... it is a democracy isn't it? Which one is right... ? |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2007|12:33 am] |
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GODDAMN old motha fuckin homies... party was bumpinggggggggggggggggg FUCK 2006... yeahhhhhheyahhhh |
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[Dec. 31st, 2006|11:07 pm] |
my last 50 dollars that i own.... from my savings account... last night around 11 i go to chumash.... i go to the 50 dollar no limit table... im doing pretty good... come up to a little over 200 dollars.... as i rack up my chips to cash them in i choose to play one more hand... i flop a 2 pair... so i bet about 25 dollars... 2 people call ... so there is about 60 bucks in the pot.... then on the flop comes a King.... i knew that the other fool picked up the king because he raised it a little preflop.. so knowing i still have the better hand i put a whole rack on the table ($100).... i thought they would both fold and i can go cash out my 250 and go home... but he reraised it to 200 dolllars which put me all in... the other guy folded and I called.... we flipped our cards and i had the 2 pair and he only had a pair of kings.... the river card came and he picked up a 10 so he had a higher 2 pair... i lost... last of all my money....
now i have nothing but for some reason i dont feel too bad..... how do i come up with 100 bucks to go back there?
bobby scott on the other hand came up with $1300... damn.. hes not even that good |
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[Aug. 31st, 2006|10:49 am] |
I didn't mean to hit what I hit
but now theres 3 motha-fuckas dead and I ain't seen shittttttttttttt |
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[Aug. 25th, 2006|01:59 am] |
...frisco better take good care of my girl...
..so messed up.. |
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[Mar. 12th, 2006|02:23 am] |
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I had so much fun and everyone else had so much fun and it makes me feel happy for everyone so everyone that had fun tonight wordup |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2006|09:34 pm] |
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology.
Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none.
Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be.
You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You maybe unaware of our existence.
We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you.
We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children...
We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself.
We are The Massive. One Massive.
We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring.
We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it,
We came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal.
And somewhere around 35 Hz we could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds, our bodies, and our spirits.,
Pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and pollution of the outside world. It is in that very instant, with these initial realisations that each of us was truly born.
We continue to pack our bodies into clubs, or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night.
Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most intense, most hedonistic form.
In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilise and secure for us.
We seek to relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from the shackle's and restraints you've put on us for your own peace of mind.
We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born.
Programming that tells us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels.
Programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands.
Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them.
Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the dis-utopian reality of a world you've created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in:
Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance, Unity, Harmony,
Expression, Responsibility and Respect.
Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence.
But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can never shut down the entire party.
You don't have access to that switch, no matter what you may think. The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never fade. The party will never end. |
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[Jan. 20th, 2006|01:45 pm] |
| Your World View |
You strongly reject traditional values.
Above everything else, you value honesty.
For you, morality and truth are one and the same.
You hate to be thought of as weak or insecure.
You abhor hypocrisy and have troubles with authority.
You are impulsive and somewhat unpredictable. |
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